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I have a moon snail named Booger. I feel so very cool!
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Wow!
I haven't updated on here in a very long time, but I check it regularly because most of my friends are still on here.
I'm still in college finishing up my second year and all is well. Anna is also good.
I was hired for an internship at a Wildlife refuge in New Jersey this summer and look forward to it! I'm allowed to have guests stay with me, so if any of you kiddies is down that way this summer, come crash with me at my house!
I hope everyone is doing good, wherever they are! I am always thinking of you! Drop me a line at Rokufox@hotmail.com
I check every day!
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[03 May 2007|08:50am] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLY!
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| The Full Monty |
[03 May 2007|08:46am] |
You can hear the song here!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=3c0kXtBDgsQ
Jerry
Let's find a rock
I mean a big-ass rock
Or maybe something like
A cinder block is better
I'll hoist it up
And drop it on your face, my buddy
And just before the lights go out
You'll see my smile and you'll know
You've got a friend
With a rock
Who cares
I mean a big-ass rock
Dave
Or rope
I got some quality rope
Made for a man who's devoid of hope
Like you are, my buddy
Michael -
Malcolm
Unh, that's Malcolm.
Dave
Malcolm. Right!
And I won't leave you swinging there
Twitching like a fish while you claw the air
I'll grab your feet
And pal o' mine
I'll pull real hard
And snap your spinal cord
Jerry
The world is cold whn you're alone and
They ignore you
But don't kill yourself
Jerry & Dave
We'll do it for you
You've got a friend
Dave
You know, I asked a guy once if he'd mind putting me in a barrel
and sending me over the falls.
You know what the son of a bitch said? "Drop dead, asshole."
Jerry
People are pricks. I asked this guy to take his air compressor
and drill me with a six-inch nail right through the eye...
Dave
What'd he say?
Jerry
"I'm low on nails."
Dave
People are selfish pricks.
Jerry
Another time, now get this,
I just lay down in front of a steam roller and asked the guy just to proceed,
you know, business as usual, and just squash me like a bug.
Dave
That's a good way to go, Jer, the ol' bug squash.
We could tie a plastic laundry bag over his head.
Jerry
Naw, that's such a wimp suicide.
Malcolm
I stuck my finger in a socket once. It hurt real bad...but it didn't kill me.
Jerry
Malcolm, stay out of this.
Malcolm
I've got a friend
Like Carole King
Or was it Carly Simon
Used to sing?
I always get those two confused
But anyway -
I turned around
And suddenly
I'm not alone
It ain't just me
I'm like a player on the team
I'm part of the gang...
A member of the club Jerry & Dave
Player on our team
Part of the gang
Welcome to the club
Dave
Oo ... let's get a club
Jerry
I like the big-ass rock
Dave
Naw, one good swing and
I'll clean his clock forever
Jerry
Let gravity do the work!
Dave
It's a man's way to die, Mikey.
Jerry
Malcolm!
Malcolm
I got friends
Oo...
I've got friends
Oo...
Dave & Jerry
Friends who will
Love you like a maniac
And lead you like a lamb
To the railroad track
And tie you down
Or tickle your wrist
With a single-edge razor
Or buy you a beer with
A Draino chaser
Or dump you in the
River with a rock
Malcolm
A big-ass rock
Jerry
Here's a nice one right over here
Dave
Can I give you a hand with that? It looks heavy.
Jerry
No Dave
It's ain't heavy...he's my friend
Dave
Come on, group hug.
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[07 Apr 2007|02:44pm] |
I miss home.
Sometimes when I hear certain music or see something I recognize, it reminds me of how much I miss Willimantic and everything and everyone.
Enjoy your time in high school while it lasts everyone.
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My dad just called this morning and he refuses to come get me on friday because of the winter storm watch. I'm pissed, because, you know, he mentioned the goddamn storm on Tuesday, and if he was not gonna come, he could have told me! Our dorms close at 5PM and we basically get evicted and I have nowhere to go. It makes me so mad because it's not supposed to start till later in the morning, and he basically doesn't care what happens to me. If Betsy was in massachussets tomorrow, he'd go get her. They LOVE each other SOOOO fucking much, he'd brave the storm for his soul mate. What is me? The kid of a bad marriage and train of rocky abusive relationships. He doesn't NEED me anymore, when he has someone like HER. So basically I am stranded here and have no where to go and am very, very, very pissed indeed. Did I mention I made the Dean's List? Got 100% on my last Biology exam? Do you think my Dad or even my own family would acknowledge my accomplishments? No. All I get is..."oh, thats good." My aunt told my grandma we made the deans list...and she was like.."Who?"
I feel as if I do all these things...and no one even cares. I work so hard, I put all my effort into all I do. And nobody. Fucking. Cares. I get no recognition for all I have done, the harships I endured of abuse, the success in school. No one cares. No one congratualtes me. It's like...oh yeah, the deans list. Like it's something people do every day. Someday, I will be appreciated and recognized by people. But what I do, it's never enough. Nothing is never enough. I'll never be good enough. Now me, the dean's list successful student...is stranded in the parking lot 5PM tomrrow.
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[22 Feb 2007|04:19pm] |
From Beauty and the Beast on Broadway
Belle:
Yes, I made the choice
For papa, I will stay
But I don't deserve to to lose my freedom in this way
You monster!
If you think that what you've done is right, well then
You're a fool!
Think again!
Is this home?
Is this where I should learn to be happy?
Never dreamed
That a home could be dark and cold
I was told
Ev'ry day in my childhood:
Even when you grow old
Home should be where the heart is
Never where words so true!
My heart's far, far away
Home is too
Is this home
Is this what I must learn to believe in
Try to find
Something good in this tragic place
Just in case
I should stay here forever
Held in this empty place
Oh, that won't be easy
I know the reason why
My heart's far, far away
Home's alike
What I'd give to return
To the life that I knew lately
But I know now I can't
All my problems going by
Is this home?
Am I here for a day or forever?
Shut away
From the world until who knows when
Oh, but then
As my life has been altered once
It can change again
Build higher walls around me
Change ev'ry lock and key
Nothing lasts, nothing holds
All of me
My heart's far, far away
Home and free!
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[22 Feb 2007|03:58pm] |
I miss everyone and high school. I want to go home, but know I can't.
College is good, but I miss the old life. I want to see you all again so much. I miss you guys!
Huge tests next week :-P
Long time since update!
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[01 Oct 2006|08:33am] |
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Does anyone know where I can find the new Avatar movie "Secret of the Fire Nation"? I was unable to watch it on TV. Does anyone know where it can be found?
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[23 Jun 2006|09:55pm] |
Okay.
I went to college orientation this weekend and it was actually pretty cool. I found out that Anna is my room mate *waves* Hey roomie! I better contact her to make sure she is not an ass.
Well, we stayed in Aroostook Hall overnight and it was really nice and chem (drug + alcohol) free, so the rooms were not beaten the shit out of. I really liked it and wished I did not request Oxford Hall a couple months ago, cause you really don't get to see the dorms. As it turns out, since I asked for Anna as my roomie, they did not make the Hall a main priority and we get to stay in Aroostook Hall next year a few rooms down from the one we stayed in during orientation. I thought that was awesome, since they could have stuck us anywhere and it happened to be the one we visited in orientation. So at least I know I get a nice room and new furniture. The food was good and I had fun. The ambassadors were awesome - they were funny and nice and put on these crazy skits after the adults left. They had one of the guys in a pink dress, and in the skit the people would swear and he would come in as the "word fairy" and tell them not to do that, since we are getting older and need to act more like adults and less like immature high school kids. Then they had a bed and the people were pretendig to screw and then the ex'es came in and were like, when you sleep with someone it's like sleeping with everyone they slept with. LOL!
Well, Betsy had to go in the hospital after her heart catheder thing. She's okay but has to be on new medicine and she doesn't understand she has to rest. Oh well, not my problem if she can't listen...sometimes people have to accept their limitations, you can't run around forever you know. Please Sit down before you fall down, we don't need you having another problem!! You are a nice gf for my dad, without you there's no hope, mmkay?
Dexter is boring. I haven't been bored in a long time, but boy does it ever suck. I never felt this in Willimantic. I want to go to NJ (yes, even with my OCD grandma) because anywhere is better than here...I feel like all my days are wasted, like I don't accomplish anything. It's really driving me crazy. I've got to get out of here for a while...
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I got a new AOL name. It's Rokufox. Add me!
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Trying to get my mind off things....found this! LOL!
FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food.
FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM
FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"
FRIENDS:never seen you cry.
REAL FRIENDS: cry with you
FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours.
FRIENDS: know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.
FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowd’s ass that left you.
FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAL FRIENDS:Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"
FRIENDS: Are for awhile.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.
FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAL FRIENDS:Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste."
FRIENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out
FRIENDS: help you up when you fall down
REAL FRIENDS: laugh at you and push you back down
FRIENDS: Would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will repost it
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| The Ballad of Hua Mulan |
[03 Mar 2006|08:41pm] |
THE BALLAD OF HUA MULAN
Tsiek tsiek and again tsiek tsiek,
Mu-lan weaves, facing the door.
You don't hear the shuttle's sound,
You only hear Daughter's sighs.
They ask Daughter who's in her heart,
They ask Daughter who's on her mind.
"No one is on Daughter's heart,
No one is on Daughter's mind.
Last night I saw the draft posters,
The Khan is calling many troops,
The army list is in twelve scrolls,
On every scroll there's Father's name.
Father has no grown-up son,
Mu-lan has no elder brother.
I want to buy a saddle and horse,
And serve in the army in Father's place."
In the East Market she buys a spirited horse,
In the West Market she buys a saddle,
In the South Market she buys a bridle,
In the North Market she buys a long whip.
At dawn she takes leave of Father and Mother,
In the evening camps on the Yellow River's bank.
She doesn't hear the sound of Father and Mother calling,
She only hears the Yellow River's flowing water cry tsien tsien.
At dawn she takes leave of the Yellow River,
In the evening she arrives at Black Mountain.
She doesn't hear the sound of Father and Mother calling,
She only hears Mount Yen's nomad horses cry tsiu tsiu.
She goes ten thousand miles on the business of war,
She crosses passes and mountains like flying.
Northern gusts carry the rattle of army pots,
Chilly light shines on iron armor.
Generals die in a hundred battles,
Stout soldiers return after ten years.
On her return she sees the Son of Heaven,
The Son of Heaven sits in the Splendid Hall.
He gives out promotions in twelve ranks
And prizes of a hundred thousand and more.
The Khan asks her what she desires.
"Mu-lan has no use for a minister's post.
I wish to ride a swift mount
To take me back to my home."
When Father and Mother hear Daughter is coming
They go outside the wall to meet her, leaning on each other.
When Elder Sister hears Younger Sister is coming
She fixes her rouge, facing the door.
When Little Brother hears Elder Sister is coming
He whets the knife, quick quick, for pig and sheep.
"I open the door to my east chamber,
I sit on my couch in the west room,
I take off my wartime gown
And put on my old-time clothes."
Facing the window she fixes her cloudlike hair,
Hanging up a mirror she dabs on yellow flower powder
She goes out the door and sees her comrades.
Her comrades are all amazed and perplexed.
Traveling together for twelve years
They didn't know Mu-lan was a girl.
"The he-hare's feet go hop and skip,
The she-hare's eyes are muddled and fuddled.
Two hares running side by side close to the ground,
How can they tell if I am he or she
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I like to drink blue Kool Aid and pretend it's Windex and pretend I'm poisoned. :-D
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| We're Walking in the Air |
[29 Dec 2005|06:04pm] |
I used to watch this incredibly beautiful movie called "The Snowman." It is from the book by Raymond Briggs. It is the most beautiful movie I have ever seen: pastel animation type, and beautiful colors and music. It literally takes you breath away, sending chills up your spine each time you watch it. The story has no dialogue: it is told with music and action. It is incredible. My mother and I, as well as my uncle, and grandparents used to watch it with me. The only "words" in the movie is a haunting song called "Walking in the Air", played during the sequence when the boy and Snowman fly together. This song is incredible beautiful and this movie and all it's beauty has held a special place in my heart since I can first remember. None of you have probobly seen this beautiful movie, but if you happen to come upon it, watch it. You will not believe it! I literally cried in this movie...it brought me to tears. I can't think of any movie that has touched me so emotionally. I watched it again recently and it reminded me of when I was little, before life was complex...when things were simple.
We're walking in the air
We're floating in the moonlit sky
The people far below are sleeping as we fly
I'm holding very tight
I'm riding in the midnight blue
I'm finding I can fly so high above with you
On across the world
The villages go by like dreams
The rivers and the hills
The forests and the streams
Children gaze open mouthed
Taken by surprise
Nobody down below believes their eyes
We're surfing in the air
We are swimming in the frozen sky
We are drifting over icy mountains floating by
Suddenly swooping low
On an ocean deep
Rousing up a mighty monster from its sleep
We're walking in the air
we're dancing in the midnight sky
And everyone who sees us greets us as we fly
I had a good holiday. I miss spending time with my family. They give me so much, but I have nothiing to offer in return. I love living in Maine but having to family other than Anna and my Dad is hard...because you get lonely. I like being alone, but at times I find myself lonely. My Dad is with Betsy all the time, so I get lonely. I miss being with my family. It is hard to say goodbye, because I don't know when I can see them again. It's always hard...hard to know how to feel. It is so hard to be far away. But that's just the way they say it goes...
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| Watch this! |
[17 Dec 2005|06:35am] |
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| Santa Claus! |
[05 Dec 2005|05:30pm] |
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last Wednesday I bought porn for ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) auroraskywolf (-10 points). In April I pulled leet_ninja's hair (-5 points). Last week I gave asininedervish a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). In November I put gum in master_yogurt's hair (-12 points). In September I bought porn for talhar (10 points).
Overall, I've been nice (33 points). For Christmas I deserve a Lego set!
Sincerely,
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[03 Dec 2005|08:28am] |
Well, heres the rules that i remember. You have to right down five weird traits/habits of yourself, and put down 5 other people who have to put it in their LJ's. So here goes.
1. I stamp my foot when I am impatient, annoyed, or angry.
2. I draw on EVERYTHING. Especially in class. I usually draw my role playing character, the fox Roku.
3. I HATE when people touch my hair.
4. I get crazy if I lose something and can't find it.
5. I get edgy when I am indoors.
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